E C S T A S Y

So you can breathe but not text me back ???

Everyone is telling me that I handle everything very well. That even though what I go through right now, they are very proud of the way I handle it. But what they don’t know is how I look when I whisper his name in the middle of the night having teary eyes. They don’t know this pain I feel in my chest whenever a memory pops up from him & I, knowing we will never have a moment like that again. Nobody knows what it was like to have no home, unless my head lay on your chest. No one understand what it is like to beg for him to come back, even though I am the one who left. They don’t understand what it is like to lose the same person, a number of times each day. Because I live in a fantasy of you being with me. But everytime I wake up, being consciously again, knowing that you were never here, I lose you again. I never lost you once. I lose you everyday.
R.R.

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megurashka:

megurashka:
i am so gentle and kind hearted
and stupid

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onlinecounsellingcollege:

“When someone constantly puts you down, leaves you feeling like you can’t do anything right, or makes you feel worthless or bad about yourself, that isn’t love. It’s emotional abuse.”

— Unknown

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